Walking away from you was the hardest part,
Coz I never did
You left me standing, rooted to the spot
The pain that sliced through me was worse than what I ever felt
I looked at the pic of the pretty girl that you walked to
And thought a thousand times, I’m as pretty if not prettier
I wondered a thousand times if you and her would understand each other’s silence, as we did
I wanted to call you a million times and beg you to consider what you never did
Saved only by an ounce of self respect that lurked in a corner
Call it false pride but each text answered crisply
Steeled me not to message again
Until after aeons, chance brought us together again
And you messed me up again
And it took me months to get back to the very rails, that you pushed me off
You watch me, follow me, but don’t deserve me
Coz what can be accepted just behind closed doors
Cannot really matter to you
And I refuse you
Coz I matter to myself
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