She knows that she has been crazy for a few days
But surely, he can forgive a crazy few days – for she stayed calm for many years
She knows that she said a lot
But does he know that she says because he doesn’t at all?
She writes and she rants because she can
But does he know that she does it because he doesn’t at all?
He knows the pain coz she talks, she feels his pain coz he doesn’t
His closed eyes don’t fool her, not for a second
They don’t hide the love, nor the pain
He doesn’t let her in, but she’s not fooled, not at all.
She has been broken, she has been shattered
She does know that she isn’t the only one
She talks and she writes and she cries and may be that carries her through
She knows he does none of that; so wonders what carries him through
She knows that he gets rid of her; taking a piece at a time
For his sake and hers
May be he knows not she would have stayed quiet, even if he didn’t
As she will stay quiet, now that he has
Coz she just had a few crazy days, but a few quiet years
She wishes that he never felt that he would fail her
She wishes he could let her love for both of them
She wishes that he knew that he would be enough for her
For one day, for one week, for then and forever
Her despair in her face and in the shiver of her limbs
That never stilled since the day he said that was it
Though she knows he is sane and that is how it should be
But then she was a crazy one, who was careless in love
And he always thinking, the one careful in life
She went to all places that remind her of him
He was there with her, though not there for a moment
She did that for herself and also for him
She could be there, he could not
and that is how it should be
She is broken, she is shattered and every such feeling
She will not let his love break him
No, coz she loves him
If anything his love holds her and hugs her tight
If anything his love keeps her from going to bits
If anything his love makes her shine from within
If anything the unbearable pain will make her stronger
She is broken but she will not let her pieces fall by the wayside
She is shattered but she will get the shards to reflect a beautiful light
She may not own him, she may not see him
She may not hold him, she may not breathe him in
The thought kills her but she will be alive, as alive as she can be
She wants him to know, that his love will not kill her
If anything, it will beautiful as he is
If anything, it gives a higher meaning to her life
His love doesn’t make her smaller, but grow taller, if at all
She hopes that he can be happy knowing this
She cherishes the hours that she had in his life
Coz he gave her those hours, of his own free will
She has never begged him, or may be just once
She has no pride, no ego, no shame in love
She just loves, like he does
Her ways may be different but she knows his love
She will just love him the way he wants to show his love
He may show up, he may not
She may not own him, she may not see him
She may not hold him, she may not breathe him in
She needs no stars, no ride to the moon
His love has been enough, and will always be a boon
She may beg him as she has no pride, no shame
He can say no, doesn’t matter, she will love him all the same
She is broken, she is shattered and every such feeling
She will not let his love break him
No, coz she loves him
If anything his love holds her and hugs her close and tight
If anything his love keeps her from going to bits
If anything his love makes her shine from within
If anything she will love him for now and forever
And may be hope for a life after, where he will be hers
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