I lie awake and wonder what will happen first

My heart will shatter into a million pieces 

Or I’ll fall asleep

I lie awake and wonder what will happen first

Despair will choke me up

Or I’ll drown in your dreams

I lie awake and wonder what will happen first

The fog will engulf me

Or your memories will leave me smiling

I lie awake and wonder what will happen first

I’ll curl into a ball and bawl

Or I’ll let the universe embrace me

I lie awake and wonder what will happen first

I’ll lie awake no more

Or learn to sleep without thinking of you.