With each time that I waited for you to come back to me

I stopped holding my breath

My heart stopped dancing at the thought of your name

I stopped skipping a beat (or many) at the sound of your footsteps

I still love you, more then ever

But I wait for you no more

I breathe for myself

My heart beats to keep me alive

I dance to everyday ecstasies

I wait for you no more

I still smile when I hear from you

My heart still flutters before it stills

I still hold you close to my heart

I remember every word, every nuance, every look and touch

I keep you away from my soul

So you don’t ache inside me any more

I don’t wait any more.