I walk around with a hole in my heart
I walk around with a weight on my soul
I walk around with a heart all black
I struggle to take every breath
The hole that I cannot mend, I try every day
The weight that I cannot lift, I smile every day
The black my heart cannot shake, I ask to rise every day
The breathing that doesn’t ease, I fill my lungs every day.
Moments blend into days and days into weeks
It just doesn’t end.